Having a very interesting conversation with Jovan (BUDDY!) on MSN now, sharing about some stuff and both of our interests. Its really cool to have someone who understands exactly how you feel when you say that you dont feel good enough and understands the stress and worries that youre facing. We shake hands until lan4 already. Haha.
But at least now I know that Im not alone :)
I think what I really need to do now is to take action. Instead of fretting about, how much far behind I am as compared to the rest, I should spend time to really train myself up by practising hard. Its only then that I can truly enjoy the experience of doing what I really wanna do. TIME FOR ACTIONNNNN!